DATE: JANUARY 29, 2013  

Today, I started to write my own blog about my everyday life. 

I hope this can help me to ease the pain that I am feeling. I started to feel this when he didn't text back...

I met a this guy online. His a type of guy that every girl wants. Sweet, Nice, Kind all positive traits is there. We started chatting and we became so close and that time he opens up to me everything and he said that he likes me. At first, I can't believe and I am thinking that he is just joking on me. As time pass by,my feelings for him become deeper. So, when that time comes when he asked me to be his girlfriend I said "YES" . He proposed using a voice note and it was so sweet because it's my first time that a guy propose to me. Everything went well with the relationship. We're in LOVE ♥♥♥

A few months later, I was jealous of the girls that is trying to be flirty with him he can't blame me. We fought about it. He told me not to be jealous because I am the only girl that he loves. Isn't that sweet? I tried not to be jealous I tried to understand that he has a lot of Girl Friends. 

We are in our second month with no fighting and jealousy. And to my surprise he sent something that my heart melts. It's my favorite singer CD. So sweet ♥ We are miles apart and he sent it to me. A for effort!!!

But.... The worse day happen, he suddenly didn't text me. The last time that he said was to download a messenger because the other application that we are using is eats his battery time so fast. I know that day he is going to take an exam. After the day pass, he is still not contacting me. That time I feel worried and a lot of thoughts running through my mind. I tried to tell myself and even my mom said that maybe he is busy. 

  

Weeks had pass and I didn't hear from him. Text ... Call... Messenger ... Facebook... Instagram... Twitter... NO! All in all he is like a ghost *POOF*

I don't know what happen to him. What did I do wrong? We didn't fight or had a problem?

Today, I still feel the same I on the phase that I need to accept that I need to let him go. I need to forget him and move on with my life. I know that it's hard to accept that he suddenly left me hanging but I need to accept it. 

Moving On and Letting go is difficult but we need to let go of that person even if it hurts you much. In time, all wounds are going to heal. I want to start a new beginning. Out with Old. In with New. It's not that I will have a new relationship but I want to start a new beginning. Smile and Be Happy!

I guess some relationships don't stay FOREVER.

"When you let go, you give yourself peace."

“If you let go a little, you will have a little peace. If you let go a lot, you will have a lot of peace.”   

I am so happy to have friends and a mom that so supportive and always there for me. Gives me advices. Listen to me. Stay beside me.

LET GO and MOVE ON.... BE HAPPY AND SMILE AGAIN!

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DEE♥