DATE: FEBRUARY 1, 2013
Today is the first day of the Month ... LOVE MONTH... I think today is a day that I feel a lot of emotions... mixed emotions to be exact!
Yes, he is really back and that's the of my "whirlwind madness". This morning his friend sent a message that he wants to talk to me and his account was deleted by his cousin. The first thing I asked is why he is not replying? There's a lot of WHY?? I guess , I have the right to ask him a lot of questions why he is gone for almost 17 days... But to my surprise I didn't ask.. I just listen to his answers and just say okay...
I don't want to say what is his reasons for not replying I think I need to keep it on my own. I don't know how I am feeling while I am reading his messages. Well, I don't want to judge him right away but I need to weigh it first. He needs to do something to win me back if ever he wants to do it and it all up to him. I am just okay now. I just feel fine and calm. There's a lot of thoughts that is running thru my mind and a lot of questions but it's hard to say it and express it.
I don't know what I am going to do. I just can't think of anything. I need someone to give me more advices about this. I know that I feel something for him and I can't deny it. I am just happy that tomorrow is Saturday and I can think more and be on my own. I need a quiet time for myself. I asked for the sign and it was given to me. I had to be brave to face it. I am strong and I know I can do this! I hope that this mixed emotion thing will be fade away soon.
HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYONE!
Love ..Love.. Love..
DEE♥
Yes Dee, take time to reflect and pray. Ask God to give you the proper discernment for you to make a decision that you will not regret in the end.It's not wrong to follow your heart but sometimes our hearts can be decietful..they can whisper us lies and can lead us astray,so there's no better way than to let God speak to your heart. He knows better than we do.:)
ReplyDeletePat,
DeleteI think so.. I need a time on my own...he said he is willing to help and he wants to bring back the old times. ..
I guess for now we're just in the phase of being ok... but i think he needs more EFFORT!
Headache mode!
DEE♥
Dee I am glad that he finally messaged you back but there are still a lot of missing pieces to patch up. I really hope it will be all answered in God's Time and always LOVE yourself fist! Mwahh!
ReplyDeleteCoachey,
DeleteYes, i hope so... I already told you everything and we are both have the same mind about it!
I need to weigh it first coachey,,, Well, he just needs to prove more about it..
I will coachey ^^
DEE♥