WEDNESDAY... HEARTACHE ....

Hey, guys... It's wednesday and two more days and the weekend is coming. Well, yesterday I mentioned that I'll be posting some songs that I love. For today, the song that I found is a heartbreaking sad love song. 

This song was originally sang by Ella Mae Sison. She is a Filipina singer. And the song that I will post is the famous song of her. The song's name is Till My Heartache Ends. (thus this song familiar to you???).. This song was recorded 1997 and it is was on her album Language of Soul.

While listening to this song I remembered that it has movie. It was Kim Chui and Gerald Anderson movie last 2010. I think I watched this movie. And this song was sand by Carol Banawa. The movie is romantic drama film. I still remember that I bought a DVD copy of this movie and I cried while watching it.

Below I'll post the lyrics of the song. For me, it's like that someone special promise her not to leave her. That person was suddenly gone without saying goodbye. It's hard for her to accept that this person that she really loves broke her heart. I think that her world was only him that's why when he left she can't get up.

Till My Heartaches End 

ELLA MAE SAISON

I recall when you said that you would never leave me
You told me more, so much more like when the time you whispered in my ear
There was heaven in my heart
I remember when you said that you'd be here forever

Then you left without even saying that you're leaving
I was hurt and it really won't be easy to forget yesterday
And I pray that you would stay
But then you're gone and, oh, so far away

CHORUS
I was afraid this time would come
I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurtin' from within
I have learned to live my life beside you

Maybe I'll just dream of you tonight
And if into my dream you'll come and touch me once again
I'll just keep on dreaming till my heartaches end

And then you left without even saying that you're leaving
I was hurt and it really won't be easy to forget yesterday
And I pray that you would stay
But then you're gone and, oh, so far away

CHORUS
I was afraid this time would come
I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurtin' from within
I have learned to live my life beside you

Maybe I'll just dream of you tonight
And if into my dream you'll come and touch me once again
I'll just keep on dreaming till my heartaches end

Woh oh yeah

CHORUS
I was afraid this time would come
I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurtin' from within
I have learned to live my life beside you

Maybe I'll just dream of you tonight
And if into my dream you'll come and touch me once again
I'll just keep on dreaming till my heartaches end

CODA
Keep on dreaming till my heartaches end...

I checked the meaning of the song online and but too bad that I can't find it. Well, I hope that I can find the meaning of the song and why did he write it. I want to know the story behind this song. Just curious.(hahahaha.. ^_^)

Still, I have lines of the song that I like and it means to me. This song is so sad. Everytime I listen to this song I wanna cry. Honestly, I am writing now while listening to it. I don't know but the blog that I posted yesterday I am also listening to it while writing. Anyway, these are the lines of the song:

Sometimes, we must face the truth that there are some people that left you and never come back. I know that it hurts so much but you can just think of it that it just a nightmare. Don't worry there will be a right person for you. If one person hurts you much someone will replace and makes you happy and love you forever. We need to pass this stage to learn from our mistakes. Don't love so much and don't let him be your own world. You'll hurt and love again. 

I hope you like this post .. Hmm... still thinking for the next song .. ♥

Love Quotes for the Day:

When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody who left. 

Laters baby xoxo...

♥♥♥_DEE_♥♥♥  

 

SENTI TUESDAY

Hi guys ^_^ long time no post in here... been so lazy these days and can't think of anything to say. 

This time, I was listening to Taylor Swift's Song Come Back Be Here. This song is so nice. While listening to it I am thinking of HIM. Below is the lyrics of the song.

"Come Back... Be Here"

You said it in a simple way,
4 AM, the second day,
How strange that I don't know you at all.
Stumbled through the long goodbye,
One last kiss, then catch your flight,
Right when I was just about to fall

I told myself don't get attached,
But in my mind I play it back,
Spinning faster than the plane that took you...

And this is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
I guess you're in New York today,
I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.

The delicate beginning rush,
The feeling you can know so much,
Without knowing anything at all.
And now that I can put this down,
If I had known what I'd known now,
I never would have played so nonchalant.

Taxi cabs and busy streets,
That never bring you back to me,
I can't help but wish you took me with you...

And this is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
I guess you're in London today,
I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.

This is falling in love in the cruelest way,
This is falling for you and you are worlds away.

New York... be here.
But you're in London and I break down,
'Cause it's not fair that you're not around.

This is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
I guess you're in New York today,
And I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.

I don't wanna miss you like this.
Come back... be here.
Come back... be here.   

This song is from the latest album of Taylor Swift  " RED " but it is the from the De Luxe Edition. I don't have that on my CD but my friend recommend me that song and the first time I heard it I was already into it. I downloaded it and look for the lyrics.

For me, the story of this song is missing someone special that is away. The person who wrote it wants her special someone to come back cause it so hard for her to miss someone. She doesn't want to miss someone too much because she is thinking that she was left behind. And it's difficult if two person is worlds away. 

While checking the it online I also look for the meaning of the song by Taylor Swift, she wrote it Dan Wilson :

"I wrote about falling for someone and then they have to go away for work.  They're traveling, you're traveling, and you're thinking about them, but you're wondering how it's gonna work when there's so much distance between you."

----> I think we are a little same explanation of the song. Wew! But thank you so much because this song fits to me so much especially now. There are some lines on the song that LOVE and I'll post it below. 

Those lines touch my heart so much. Just can't explain the feeling whenever I hear the song. Well, maybe I can try to blog something about love but connected to my favorite songs and I can post love quotes. I think I have a nice idea for this time. 

I think I need to end this now and try to think what song will be the next one to post.
See you guys next time. Smile always and be in love always. 

LOVE QUOTES for TODAY:


" Love is harsh at times, but it is the best thing in this world. "

♥♥♥_DEE_♥♥♥

MISSING MY SAILOR!

Long time no hear from me. It's been a long time that I didn't update this blog just for some reasons. Days went by so fast and I can't believe that the month of February is finish.

Today, March 1st, I am here in the office and I have work. Actually, today, is a Korean Holiday (SAMILJAL) Korean Independence Day. Before, I continue this blog I just want to share something very important. 

Well, I am not sure if I posted here that I am waiting for Shawn's Valentine's gift and I am so happy that before the love month ended it was sent to me. Bad thing is that I need to pick it up in the post office but the good thing is it my post valentine's gift from my special someone. Can you guess what is his gift?

It's the sweetest thing ever. It's my first time to received a heart shaped box of chocolates. I am so happy and teary eyed while I was opening the package. My mom is so excited for it,too. Too sad that we don't have any communications or letter for 3-6 months because he is really busy on his training. But he said that he sent a letter to me and it's on it's way.

It's so difficult to be a navy girlfriend but I know waiting for him is worth it. There will be times that I am crying because I really want to talk to him but I don't have any choice but to wait. For now, I realize that he really mean so much to me and I am to him as well. I hope that he will be okay with his training and hope that he will visit the Philippines soon.

I Love You so much, Shawn...

I really do Miss you...

Take Care...

And before I end this...I found this...

---THE END---

DEE♥

ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT HIM...

DATE : 2/20/2013

It's been a long time that I didn't post my blog. I have a lot of reasons.. hahaha.. but it will be my secret.. sorry guys.. 
How are you doing? How's your Wednesday? Me, I am fine but I am missing someone. Just a short summary about what happen last time. He passed the test and he is now in Chicago at the boot camp for his training to be a navy. I feel sad but at the same time I am happy that his dreams are coming true. He will be a SAILOR. I know that the training will be difficult but I know that he can do it. 

   I read a lot of stories about girls that has a boyfriend that is a navy and sometimes there relationship works and sometimes not.  Since, he is in boot camp it will be more difficult for us to communicate. No cellphone, Ipad, laptop and even notebook inside the boot camp. I know what are the things that he needs to bring in boot camp. He promise that he is going to send me letters. I am still waiting for the valentines gift that he send last next week. Oh my! it is the second gift that he send. 

 Long distance relationship is a tough one. I need to wait for a year so that we can meet each other. I want to wait for him and he assures me that we are going to see each other soon. He is very important in my life and I know that soon we will be together.SOMEDAY!

 

2 DAYS TO GO... V DAY!

DATE: FEBRUARY 12,2013

Hey, it's been so long that I haven't updated this. Well, Valentines Day is near so for now I'll just post  LOVE QUOTES that you can use for your loved one. Enjoy Reading ^_^

 

Loving is not just looking at each other, it's looking in the same direction.  ~Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Wind, Sand, and Stars, 1939

For you see, each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
~Rosemonde Gerard

We're all a little weird.  And life is a little weird.  And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness - and call it love - true love.  ~Robert Fulghum, True Love

Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.  ~Henry Van Dyke

When you're in love you never really know whether your elation comes from the qualities of the one you love, or if it attributes them to her; whether the light which surrounds her like a halo comes from you, from her, or from the meeting of your sparks.  ~Natalie Clifford Barney
 

    

You know when you have found your prince because you not only have a smile on your face but in your heart as well.  ~Author Unknown

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” ― Marilyn Monroe

“I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough..” ― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

“The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space.”- Marilyn Monroe

“You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not.” ― Jodi Picoult, The Sister's Keeper 

 

Hope you like the quotes that I posted. Till next time ^_^

LOVE.. LOVE.. LOVE

DEE♥

   

SO SOON...

DATE: FEBRUARY 8,2013

Woot! woot! It's Friday... Yipee! tomorrow is weekend. I am thinking what I am going to do tomorrow. Will I| go shopping? Watch a movie? DVD marathon? Surf the Net? Wew!! Too much things to do... But I am not sure if I can do it. Silly me O_o ... Okay, let me start my diary now.

 While chatting with him last night he became serious again. OMG! not again. He told me something last night. And I don't know if it's good news or bad news for me. He said that he should tell me in advance. He will take the ASVAB (Armed Services Vocational Aptitude Battery) on monday and once he pass it he will take the NAVY test and PHYSICAL test and once he pass on the same week he is going to BOOT CAMP in Illinois. He said that it will take for about 10 weeks for the training.

Silence for awhile... I am happy that he is pursuing his dreams to be a navy but sad at the same time because we don't have communication for almost 3 months. That long??? But I am just scared that he might not communicate anymore after the training. Here I go again, I feel sad. I am going to miss him. 

I don't want to be selfish. I already knew from the start that he is going to be in the navy and he really wants to do it. And now that there's good opportunity he needs to grab it. I just can't show how I feel about his plans. I need to be happy for him. I need to support him. But why do I feel this way? I am not that happy. Is it because we are just starting to be okay again and suddenly he is going.

Do I need to count days now? Am I ready for this? Is it too soon? urrghh!! Think positive and I know that it will be good for the future. For our Future to be exact. I hope he thinks the same way,too. I wish that everything will be fine when he enters the boot camp. I tried to read some articles about it and it's terrible. But I wish that he can make it and he will graduate for sure. And soon he will be in the Navy! I can't wait to see him in his US Navy uniform ^_^

Hopefully, everything will be fine and okay. I'm proud of him! For you SHAWN ♥

and always remember:

Happy Weekend Everyone ^_^

DEE♥

REALIZATIONS

DATE: FEBRUARY 7,2013

Last night, while talking to him he confesses to me about something. But it takes a lot of courage for him to say it.There's silence and long time of waiting to replied back. And I am so curious what will be his confessions. What will it be? Is it bad or good? No Clue.

Hmmmm.. Long wait is over. We are very serious that time. Serious talk with him. He said that he is very nervous.He told me that he is sorry if he took me for granted before. He is not showy to his feelings. He said that he should be frank on what he feels about me before. Oooopppsss... OMG! Wait a second, what is this? I am very nervous about what he is going to say. There I go again. Flashback memories. Scared of it!

He said that he realize he should be there for me when the times that I was down and having trouble. He suddenly said " You don't know what you have until it's gone " and it's true. His reason why he is not showy before because he doesn't want to lose me. Now, he is trying all his best to make me feel more special and he wants this relationship to last longer. The time that we are arguing about what had happen before he really felt that I will give up. He said that while he is reading the messages that I posted he was hurt and he said that he should never hurt me. I just listen to him. It was a long talk. Long conversation. 

This time, I answer back. I told him that I think it's good that something had happen to us. I mean there are many realizations. If it didn't happen he won't show what he really feels for me. This time he wants us not to argue and fight. If ever that happen, we should talk about it and find a good solution for the problem. I guess it is true that you should be open to the one you love so that you won't regret anything. 

If you love someone you shouldn't be holding back your feelings towards her because that you don't want to lose her. What if she suddenly stops loving you and she wants to move on without you? What are you going to do? It's too late to say you love her and you want to keep her for a long time. And she answers "Sorry, it's too late!". You already hurt her because at first she is really head over heels with you and she feels she is not important. She finally made up her mind and let you go.You should be sensitive to your partner's feelings. Ask some questions to yourself. And that's the time you realize that she is important in your life. It hurts right? And you will ask yourself why did you hurt her? I should never did it. I made a biggest mistake in letting her go.

You should have an open communication with your partner saying I love you everyday it's fine at least you are frank and very open to him. Some relationships have only one-way communication and that's not good and not healthy for the both of you. You should have two-way communication so if you argue or you are sharing something while someone is talking someone is listening. Keep that it mind that some relationships don't last forever.As long as that someone is with you, be open on how you feel make him/her so special. Do something to make him/ her important. 

Good thing, he is now very open and showy on how he feels about me. I am feeling much better. Now, I know that he is really serious with us. Our relationship. It's just funny while I was writing this blog. I can't believe that he is much better now. I am happy that he loves me more. I must be thankful of what had happen.Love is just CRAZY... 

Till next time. Love Quotes below:

Love until it hurts and when it hurts, love some more. Love until you don’t care about the pain, until you stop expecting anything in return, until all that matters is loving that person the best way you can.

Love is a noble act of self-giving. The more you love, the more you lose a part of you. Yet you do not become less of who you are. In fact, you end up being complete.

Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow, fall in order to know, lose in order to gain. And sometimes we have to be broken so we can be whole again.

DEE♥